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What It Was

by highstrung

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1.
Not My Time 04:12
i was only 16 and unaware of a word called love then i realized i was just a kid and after a year and a half i had enough then I met this special girl fell into her special world then i lost control of my life and i realized it's just not my time she was so perfect till her feelings had changed my heart was broken and it was my feelings which had been rearranged and through this time i got close to her so-called friend then our time was over so many things i wish i could've said the next thing you know i was back with that special girl and back into her little deranged world now i'm just about 18 and not knowing how to feel i hope you understand my conception of girls whether it's fake or real but i'd like to believe that someday i'll fall in love but just for now i've really had enough this time i'm not going to make the same mistakes i'm not going to get close to an attraction i'll have to break and tomorrow i'll fall in love with some other girl next day i'll hate her guts i'll hate this world
2.
Too Much 03:19
too much i can't seem to clear my head forgot all the words i should've said no time it seems like i'm wearing thin forgot what it's like to be a kid and i know something's changing can you believe everything is drifting away now i'm starting to believe in something i can't say time to clear my throat got to find a way X2 your life i can't seem to comprehend your words your lies you're not my friend but i don't understand all of this and i believe we should all make a wish i hope it all comes true 'cause it's the only hope for you i got something to say you got to find a better way
3.
Star 02:49
today has felt like a dream but life in general is just a dream i feel i could use some sleep i think i could use a drink tonight my eyes were focused on the sky as i realized happiness is so far away but in reality it was right in front of me and you said you knew what i was thinking this conversation could go on forever but still that wouldn't bother me i wrote this song for you cause it means so much to me i wrote this riff for you cause it kinda describes me like a star your eyes sparkle in the night like a star you seem so far away from life tell me is this love or is it something much more? i don't understand but your eyes make me feel so secure well everything seems so clear you're the answer to all my fears i feel so lost in your eyes, quiet, thinking as i realize i've found that special someone like the stars, like the sun, this feeling is much more than falling in love
4.
what's wrong with this picture things just don't seem to work out and no matter how i try i still cover up what's inside is it fear of my own feelings or is it fear of my own lies whatever it is it always stays inside C: maybe it's an insecurity, maybe i'm just actually afraid to be me but that's the beauty of the mind in reality, you'll never know what someone is thinking from time to time:| from person to person and child to child we all have those inner thoughts and feelings we try to ignore we ask ourselves is this a problem or are we just insecure maybe we're uncertain about what's behind that door (C) * 2 but that's what makes us different so if you should stress over this keep it inside, cause we all open up with time and that little voice inside your head will sooner or later become your best friend
5.
Asking Why 02:12
there comes a time when i question everything i believe what is a friend? what do i stand for? what do i need? it's so hard to care anymore and it's so hard to try can't understand myself and i'll always be asking why it all seems so hopeless when i begin to think like this can't comprehend the world but try not try not try not to clench my fists it's so hard to care anymore i can't decide what to believe what is a friend? what do i stand for? and what do i, what do i need? what is a friend?
6.
Someday 04:25
I: some things have changed i feel so different i don't feel the same V: and my point of view is it real is it true? one thing that i know is that i'm fading away from you and i feel confused but it's just my identity what the hell am i supposed to be? C: i guess love can be your worst enemy at times like this and i guess this is the bad thing about relationships but at times i felt like you weren't mine am i just wasting my time? V: falling in love is something i experience very often falling in love is something i'm always lost in and i'm not sure anymore about life it just doesn't make sense and my head well that's just a mess it just doesn't make sense (C) B: someday i'll realize why things don't always work and someday she'll realize why i wasn't a jerk well there's not much more to say but just try and forget about yesterday
7.
Look Ahead 02:04
Time's getting old, time's come to start anew Forget the past and the pain but look ahead to walk that path with you Dwelling on the times, see a bright new day We'll leave the past behind and throw it all away C: Voices from inside my head Mixed signals from the words you have said Save me from this uncertainty Now throw it all away and walk away with me Communicate, don't let it drift away Someone to trust, someone to hear, somewhere to lean, someone to listen to me say But I know, things take time but still my mind is racing still waiting for a sign (C)
8.
Worst Enemy 02:26
i'm starting to see things in perspective and how people act and change through time sometimes i tend to believe my worst enemy is myself but then i think maybe i'm just paranoid you've heard me once before whether it was in a song or in person i've carried on for way too long but still my mind cannot stop racing so still i think maybe i'm just paranoid C: thoughts, words - we become enemies trust, love - i thought you were my friend dreams, goals - i know i shouldn't pretend life, reality - this isn't the end:| my worst enemy is myself but what do i know i am just paranoid i think i'd rather be asleep now i know, yeah I know i'm paranoid
9.
Expect 03:06
So my friend, where's the respect I'm sorry you'd rather neglect but it's okay, it's what I expect A lie for a lie, I guess it was time, I guess it was too hard to say "hi" Principles, Truth you'll understand in time Wake up! I think you've had too much to drink I think I have all the right, I think back All your words were trite C: But I don't understand why it's happening to me So my friend, where's the respect I'm sorry you'd rather neglect, but it's okay So my friend, where's the respect and for her, she needs a reality check (C)
10.
Friends 03:39
Summer is wearing thin, it used to go on forever when we were kids but now... It's just work and no play And it seems like I dread every single day, I need some time alone... I need to just get away I remember when all we did was nothing, but somehow... We still had fun Those were the days, I wish things never changed I guess this is life's evil ways C: But now our time seems to be slipping away And now our past will never be thrown away Why we ask, why does life go so fast? When it's our time to grow up, we'll be the last So tomorrow is just another day, and what more can I say but everyday, was nothing but fun and games, and i'm sure we'll never Forget those days (C)

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released May 3, 1998

Jeremy Hernandez: Vocals, Guitars
Sam Macy: Vocals, Guitars
Pat Van Dyke: Drums
John Greco: Bass

Tracked and Mixed at Nada Recording Studio by John Naclerio
Mastered at No Comment Studio?
CD Authoring by Alex Holz

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Part of the North Jersey Pop Punk scene from 1997-2001

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